Diary 2022-01-31

Almost chronological raw log: Diary 2022-01-31log.

• I read it off the top of my head and started to organize it in bullet points, but then I thought, “No, no, Kozaneba,” so I’ll do it in Kozaneba first.

  • I still tend to be more solid back there. - Organize in reverse chronological order

• Keep a journal in a private one-person project.

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• What you see is not all there is.

Title: “diary”

• I had a sense that I “got” something in the dream, but it disappeared.

  • But it was definitely there, so even if it escaped, it must still be near the surface, and if you write down what you can think of, you might find it again

• I was writing a diary at the well.

  • There were not many diary-like pages in this Scrapbox.
    • I realized: I didn’t keep a journal.
    • Why wasn’t much written about it?
  • There was a development diary.
    • I started writing on my diary page in the form of “Scrapbox Reader seems to be of interest to many people, so let’s write it over here” to the well.
    • Later, the variety of what I wrote in my diary expanded due to the influence of the way people around me wrote in their diaries.
    • (late Edo-period) culture of debauchery Do you feel like doing it?
  • There was also a gameplay diary.
    • This is a special condition (see below)

Even if the well was considered a good place to write anything, I wouldn’t write this, because Not in a form that others will read?

• Then there’s no need to write it in a public project.

• No need to write, no need to see it, so it is placed?

• If there was a possibility that it might contain something that you wanted to keep secret, you should have started in private.

  • I started writing in public assuming that there would be none, but I may be suppressing something by doing so.

• Quiet room metaphor Noisy rooms make it impossible to search for fish that have escaped They run deep. Thoughts triggered by stimuli from others mask traces of earlier thoughts I’m writing this in the bathroom because even the presence of people and cats in the physical room is disturbing. It’s like getting up, grabbing your phone and running to the bathroom. Now that we’ve had a break, it’s safe to get out.

When you’re at the well, you’re obviously in a different mode of mind. I wrote my game diary here instead of the well for some reason. Why?

What I saw in my dream

• Bottom-up verbalization of values = iceberg model = ConnectingDots Everything should be written out and then structured And yet what is unconsciously written out depends on the “atmosphere of the place”.

both

Yesterday’s Social Triggers half-diary

How to use Scrapbox Referenced. But I’m not sure that’s appropriate as an example. Bottom-up structuring of life purpose Anything should be written in the early stages. Involved in life and values. They will feel “green” and “ashamed” and want to hide it. Aside from “how to use Scrapbox,” the best way to use a system for writing down thoughts, organizing them after the fact, and reading them back is to keep a private diary by yourself first.

We’ve been doing that without even realizing it. In the days of howm, a diary written in a wiki-style system was not immediately available to others. This simply wasn’t suitable for it yet. No, there was, There was a Perl diary CGI, a chat system with bots in it, a mailing list, a communication tool for the same age group, etc.

leveraged reading

Not only where you write in concentrated form, but also in reading it back to you.

Review tool kmkdk (chewed up)

• A service that was abandoned when I started to think it wasn’t good enough myself during the closed beta phase.
• You have to know the primary source.”
  • No, it isn’t.
  • It is sufficient if it can be traced, rather than the information of the source should not remain strong →Incremental Reading is similar. A primitive idea in this direction was referred to in the well as “active reading.”

Purpose of Life

• Ex post facto connection
  • Connecting Dots Connecting Dots

The fragmented reading experiments I’ve been doing recently are also somewhat disconcerting.

• I don’t feel like I’m in the right place.
• This is done in the belief that “at this stage we don’t fit in yet, but over time we’ll blend in”.
• The fact that it doesn’t feel like it’s in the air is preventing me from doing 300 pages at once.

Why write a game diary?

• Dyson Sphere Program
• mystery
• And not all games write.
  • Autonouts or something like that, and they could have written it, but they didn’t do it.
• It just happened to be written because I was playing one game in parallel with a friend and it was Early Access that had just come out, so I had an incentive to write and share my experience.

10 years ago - Learning from Disassembly

• I would never have written something like “Uenotan, which eats a lot” today.

• It’s unconsciously filtered by not feeling the need to write on that information.

• People who have nothing to write about. If it were now, it would be the filter.”

• Filters are changing.

• What is worth writing about is “value.”

• This is looking back and observing the process of value formation after the fact!

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